The path I have walked

As a corporate lawyer, elite athlete, wife and mother of two, I fully embraced my conditioning and went full out to create the version of success that I been taught to believe was the “right way”.

Only to find myself stressed, anxious, depressed and full of self doubt and very STUCK.

Yet I KNEW IN MY BONES, that life had the potential to be so much more and that I had so much more to give and to experience.

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My life’s work and mission came to be to understand what it would really mean to create the life of excitement, magic and deep satisfaction that I knew was possible.

I delved deeply into seeking wisdom on how life really works.

It took me deep into the realms of the spiritual and the quantum field.

As soon as I understood everything is energy and that the physical, “3D” realm which we call “reality” was not happening to us, but being created by us in the energetic realm, it became my mission to master the energetics of my life.

I then embarked a journey of deconstructing the life I had created and re creating it in alignment with my soul…

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I let go of the job in the big London law firm. Then I let go of the legal career altogether. I went searching for my soul calling, deep inside myself which drew me to coaching. I trained with one of the UK’s top transformational coaching schools (Animas), only to find that it felt that there was still something missing from my ability to create transformation in my clients.

I joined a year long deep intensive coaching training with Claire Zammit of Feminine Power in California. This is where I learnt that truly powerful transformation is only possible when you connect and work with the feelings and sensations in the body.

This work not only allowed my to exponentially increase the power of transformation I was creating for my clients, but it also started a process of deep transformation within my own being.

That’s when I started to take back my true INNER POWER from my societal conditioning

I learnt that my struggles in my legal career had been inevitable, as the truth was, my sensory capacities are extremely good….meaning I feel and sense at a very deep level….in other words, I am what empath/highly sensitive person. This means that I feel things DEEPLY (as do all my clients). So being in a “dog eat dog” environment which is competitive and hostile and puts profit before purpose felt REALLY BAD in my body and sent my nervous system into a fear response.

I learnt that it was this fear response that was at the bottom of my struggles with negative thoughts, self doubt and depression and feeling that I was in no way achieving what I was actually capable of.

I understood that this, more than anything, was the reason I felt so stuck in my ability to change my circumstances and to create and succeed in my career and in my life as I knew I was capable of.

This lit a fire under me to discover what it would take for me to free myself of the fear response that would send me into a downward spiral.

I also found that I drew toward me, equally “highly sensitive” clients, who were gifted with high levels of intuition, creativity and inner knowing, but who also suffered with vicious inner critics and self sabotaging behaviours.